Today is the 21st June 2007 . Told myself to study but i once again, slacked like exams' still months away . I have no idea what happened to me, but just feel restless . Perhaps . . . i was affected by Er Jie's horror dream . And now ? I'm so emotional that nothing can urge me to do something, except, perhaps, my Dad ?

Seriously, Mom hasn't a good body, hasn't a good health either, it applies to Dad too . I dare to dream of their death, i dare to talk about it, but i haven't any strength, i haven't any idea and not a bit of me dare face the day that come, the day good old God remove them from our world, because i know . . . i will be so destroyed to do any, anything . Enough .

Went offline early today, because i was so disturb with myself not studying .

I seriously hope . . . that day would be as far from us, as nobody would even think it that far .

Bless them and bless me, please .

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